angelkisses_crk

LAST JOURNAL ENTRIE FOR MY ENGLISH CLASS!!! WOO HOO!!!

Mon, 23 May 2005 18:33:24 GMT

friday- i went to school... it was gay... zac left to new york... got super burger after picking up my sister... went to fresno and picked up my mom from the airport fell asleep on the way home and for pretty much of the rest of the night

saturday- woke up around noon layed around watched movies... started doing laundry decided to spend the night at jessica's went to round table... like there were 7 girls and we all stayed for like 3 hours... we left and went out... alot of places... i don't really even remeber... cuz i was just like zoning out all night... don't care either...

sunday- went to church... came home... hung out with angel... and ate el nuevo... yum yum... then i went to the fair for awhile... it was hot and gay... so me and angel left... i came home and worked on this lyrics essay... took along time... but i was happy cuz i gotta talk to zac for awhile on msn...

i miss him so much... he needs to come back already.... !!!! :(.... but it's kool cuz like one of his REALLY close friends was telling me hom i'm like the frist girl that zac actually would rather spend time with then his friends and truely cares about... it's a relaly good feeling... and i guess his family is happy about it too... that he actually is with someone and wants to have a serious realtionship... i don't know what he sees in me that made him that way... but i can't say i'm not glad...

well school sucks today... i wish my mom would go back to kansas... how sad... i didn't even miss her when she was gone... oh well... she'll live... and my sis has been a lil crazy since she got a cell phone... it's odd... so i'm kinda lonely around my family... it's all good... this is a pretty gay entrie but i don't care cuz it's my last one... and i'm done now!!! woo hoo!

Thu, 19 May 2005 02:12:46 GMT

......... i went to chemistry... we watched a movie about plastic... it was pretty bad ass if you ask me... lol... then me and jess walked to the locker room to get her water polo bag... so she wouldn't have to go get it after school... went to student council... and then straight to moe's to stock... and we had a shipment today... so i unloaded all the boxes... and that kinda poops me out... but it was good that zac was helping out a friend with his car... instead of coming to see me... not taht i didn't want to see him... i just wanted to talk to bryan... so after i was done stocking bryan picked me up... around 3 went to super burger... then wendy's then to the movies to say hi to brittney and keven... then to juice and java... and then he started driving me home... and then we started stating our views about something... and kinda yelled at eachother... but in a caring way... not mean... i donno... he's my buddy and i care and worry bout him... saw ppl together... went home... listened to my sister talk to me about her jr high drama... it entertains me... she's so funny sometimes... me her and zac were watching t.v. the other day it something about soking so i turned to her and said... "don't smoke pot"... then she was like... "ya just weed" like they were two different things and then me and zac started laughing and we told her it's the same thing so she was like... "oh then just marry-j"... and we laughed he again... and she got all sad and said "man... people lied to me then"... it was cute... anywho... i went to subway with my sis and dad... went to get something noterized or whatever so my parents can get a copy of me and my sisters birth certif...then went to xetreme and got a shirt for zac... i wanted to give him something before he left for new york... it's a green shirt cuz our favorite color is green... and it's volcom cuz my FAVORITE brand is volcom and he doens't have anything volcom... woo hoo... i'm so sweet... lol ya well... now i'm here... doing hmk... go me... i'm going to try to do some ar logs... i haven't done any all year... but i'm gonig to try... i'm not even sure how to do them to be honest... but ya... i'm out... PEACE!

Thu, 19 May 2005 01:43:13 GMT

WOO HOO another journal entrie... i'm thrilled... not really but i'm gonna make it happen... ya for english... which i just found out today she wasn't even puttiing points in the computer for these things!... how rude! lol it's all good me and mre. barraza got it all worked out... but she yelled at me today... NOT KOOL... lol i got over it... she always yells hahahaha... any who... today has been a super long... never ending day... first i could BARELY stay awake in MTV zac texted me the whole time tho... so that kinda kept me up... i missed brittney tho... i was all by my lonesome... she was in line for star wars... that is something i will never completely get... but hey... if you're into that MORE POWER TO YOU!... lol... then i had math...i did all my hmk... and i understood it... it was awesome... i'm so freaking glad it took me one day to get up to speed on something we've been learning the past week and a half... GO ME!then i went to brunch... kinda felt alone for awhile... bt no complaints it happens... then off to english where i just couldn't seem to stay awake... i tried so hard too... went to spanish.... asked mr. mendoza if i could talk to my english teacher... got things starightened out with her and figured out the work i need to do... went back to spanish... talked to kristina of course... then to lunch i went to a link crew meeting with nicole even tho i'm not ever going to go to farm day... i'm kool like that... hehehe...(to be continued on next entrie... so i can have two... instead of one really long one)

Tue, 17 May 2005 17:56:10 GMT

(another entrie.... i'm going entrie crazy... lol jk) ya... math went ok... i was actually doing spanish in there but it's kool. fun fun fun... lol i think i'm goign to get a meat stick... from the hippo hut thingy... cuz i'm going to be a good friends to bryan... lol i'm not hungry at all tho... ate way too much last night... I QUIT!!!... anywho... right now i'm in english and mrs barazza is talking alot... lol she just yelled at me for talking to brittney.... i serisouly think my class is going to send her over the deep end... um... brunch was ok... boring... i just kinda look at all the different projects with nicole... then some girl that is my lil sisters friend's sister... came up to me and told me she saw me with zac... (she doesn't know him) and she says he's a good choice... lol that was pretty random... i'm going to be wraping this entrie up pretty soon and send the last few ones to mrs. barazza so i can get credit... lol so ya... today is alright i'm kinda tired... but it happens... i think i better go before i get introuble lol... OUT!!!!!!!!!!!(that's what freddy and casey always say hehe)

Tue, 17 May 2005 16:13:11 GMT

(another entrie for my english class) today is econ projects. bryan wants me to go to his... but i don't think i'm going to... my stomache is killing me from all the food i've eaten lately. we'll see... um... i'm not sure... i need to get work done in my classes!... i'm so behind... ugh... this bites... maybe i'll get it all done when zac's gone... use my time wisely... i'm in mr. mendoza's class... sitting... doing nothin.... cuz i have MTV right now and i finished my video segments... lalala.... i went to starbucks this morning during 1st period with brittney and bryan... woo hoo for me, i hope the only D i get is in spanish even then i hope i get like a C-... lol... i might get lucky... that's be awesome if i did... b ut in all my other classes i hope i at LEAST get C's i think i have a bad grade in English right now... that class is so hard to follow... it's always loud and everyone is always fighting about something... but i'm doing this lyric thingy... it's a project... and i'm going to do two of them... so i can get some extra credit... i think i'm going to ask her to give me a print out and get all the work i'm missing.... i haven't done my presentations on my spanish broad... i'm not sure if he gave me credit or not... we'll see tho... and algebra 2 is really hard right now!!!i hate this unit... last year i was lost ... and i'm starting not to get any of it... *sighs*... MTV is fine... i hope... and student council is fine I KNOW.... chemistry i'm not sure... to be honest... now htat i've gone on and on about nothin... i'm sure this is long enough... BYE...

Tue, 17 May 2005 03:47:57 GMT

SAVAGE GARDEN

Truly Madly Deeply

I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on

A new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
til the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you..

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'cause it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...

I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
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ya so that's me and zac's song... lol for some reason he loves putting it on really loud when we're in his truck and the windows are down... he's such a silly guy... i'm gonna miss him when he's in new york... but it's ok i guess, i get to spend time with friends that i haven't really gotten to see that much lately...(out side of school i mean) but me and him wont be spending too much time together at the begining of the summer... those things happen tho... it'll be ok... i sure will miss him tho... at least be both have phones... (gotta look on the bright side)... i am eating too much these days... not even kidding... i donno what to freaking do... ugh... it's sickens me!... i'm going to put a stop to it... i gotta make a promise to myself... so i think i'm going to get zac a shirt... i'm not sure but i want to get him something before he leaves:)... just cuz i care... i donno... so ya... the fair is going on... i'll prob go a few days... i'm not sure... it smells gross there... :S... me and my dad had a heart to haert conversation sat. in the car... (we have our best conversations in the car when it's me and him) we like got everything out and the open... and he trust me with zac (unlike my insane mother) i donno me and my dad are on good terms right now so i'm going to enjoy it while it lasts... well this entrie is more then long enough i'm sure... mrs barraza better be giving me credit for these... they are so long!... lol well i'm out! my tummy hurts! lol bye

Tue, 17 May 2005 03:18:35 GMT

hey everyone... how's it going... (i have to get some major points in english... so i'm going to TRY to write in this more often... it's the sitting down and trying to think of stuff to write that i have a problem with...) things are going pretty good... stress level is going down as we get closer to the end of the year... my mom is gone till firday... i personally couldn't be happier... she's been insane lately... like i can't stand being around her... especially when zac is here... the ting she says are completely rediculous... but zac's a trooper and just smiles through it... ya... anywho... yesterday i went to boomers with some friends from chruch... me and angel had the best time... we won a jackpot and we ended up with 3000 tickets (1500 each tho) and we didn't really want anything so we got our b/f's tons of lil gifts... i gave zac his today... they were really silly gifts... but he seemed to like them... lol i got the invitation to his graduation yesterday... :) so cute... sent it to me in the mail and everything... any who... today was and good day for the most part... i came to school with out a jacket... cuz when i left the house for zero period it WASN'T raining... but by the end of 2nd... it was pouring... then my good pal freddy offered his sweater... he's such a doll!... then i finshed a video piece on the fish fighting thing i got stuck with... then during 7th the sun decided to come out and get really really hot... lol... ok... well i think this one is long enough... i'm going to start another one now... bye...

Tue, 10 May 2005 18:07:01 GMT

HELLO... (another journal entrie for english)... so ya... i had a really good weekend...

fri: zac came to my house after school then we just sat around... went to eat at rosa's with my family rented a movie... watched the movie and talked for awhile outside.
sat: woke up and went to may play day for link crew... then came home and cleaned the house... went out and bought a mothers day gift with my brother... also bought phantom of the opera... AWESOME MOVIE... baked cookies then zac came over to watch pantom with me:)...
sun: went to church... ate super burger... gave my mom her gift... finished a spanish project that's due fri. so i don't have to worry about it during the week... went to eat with zac and his parents... which was OK... i was pretty quiet... i was nervous cuz i'm the only girl he took to see his parents (or so he says) and then i don't reamember what i did after that for some odd reason...

ya so now that i wrote out my brief discription on my weekend i'm not sure what else to write and i don't know how long these thing need to be... so i'm trying to make this longer... but i can't so i quit!... i hope everyone has a great week... BAND CONCERT ON FRI!... later

Thu, 05 May 2005 01:29:22 GMT

HELLO EVERYONE... IM WARNING YOU NOW... THIS IS ONLY BEING WRITTEN CUZ I NEED JOURNAL ENRIES FOR MY ENGLISH CLASS... SO THERE REALLY IS NJO NEED TO READ IT... IT JUST GOING TO BE A LOT OF BABLE ABOUT MY WEEK SO FAR... HERE IT GOES... SO MONDAY WAS A GOOD DAY.... SCHOOL WENT BY FAST... BUT I REALIZED I HAVE A WHOLE LOT OF WORK I NEED TO DO FOR MY ENGLISH CLASS... BUT I'VE GOT THE MAJORITY OF IT DONE ALREADY... CUZ AFTER I SPENT SOME TIME WITH ZAC I SAT DOWN AND DID HOMEWORK TILL MY HEAD HURT... ACTUALLY MY HEAD HAS BEEN HURTING A LOT THESE DAYS... I JUST BLAME IT ON THE WEATHER... THEN... LETS SEE TUESDAY... SCHOOL KINDA WENT BY FAST... ME AND ZAC CAME TO MY HOUSE AND JUST RESTED FOR LIKE TWO HOURS... THEN I HAD FREAKING COUNCILING AND I SWEAR EVERYTHING HAD BEEN GOING GREAT THEN MY DAD KILLED IT! HE SAID SOME REALLY EXTREMELY EAN THINGS TO ME THAT WERE TOTALLY UNCALLED FOR AND I WAS PRETTY MUCH UPSET THE REST OF THE DAY... CUZ HE JUST KEPT COMING IN WHERE EVER I WAS AND YELLING AT ME FOR STUFF HE KINDA JUST FELT LIKE YELLING AT ME ABOUT... I'M STILL REALLY HURT ABOUT ALL THAT... IT TOTALLY KILLS MY SELFESTEEM WHEN HE PULLS THAT KINDA CRAP... SO YA... AND TODAY... SCHOOL WAS ALRIGHT... AND AT STUDENT COUNCIL I WAS STOCKING BUT WE GOT A HUGE SHIPMENT IN... AND IT WORE ME OUT... SO ONCE AGAIN ME AND ZAC CAME HOME AND LAYED DOWN FOR A FEW HOURS... THEN I ATE SUPER BURGER AND NOW I'M GOING TO GO TO SOME LIL AWARD THING FOR MY SISTER... CUZ SHE'S SMART... AND... YA... THAT'S ALL I GOTTA SAY... THE PICS I TOOK AT PROM TURNED OUT RELALY CUTE... I LOVE EM'.... WELL I BETTE GET GOING BEFORE MY FAMILY LEAVES ME... WHAT A SHAME THAT WOULD BE *SARASM*... THE END

WOO HOO!!!!

Tue, 03 May 2005 18:35:14 GMT

HELLO!!! long time no write... dang it has been a long time i used to write in this all the time and i really need to cuz my grade is freaking going way down in english... ugh... stutpid blocking.. i'm so glad that's pver i alwyas fall behind... that sucks.... anyways... ya so things are going just dandy... PROM WAS FUCKING AWESOME... i remember every minute... i swear i wouldn't have changed a thing... zac has been so sweet... i couldn't be happier... he's so great... ya... everything is pretty good... i'm under a lot of stress at school and wha tnot... but i decided to do all kinds of make up work and i think i'll be able to clam down... i've been having masive headaches... that are unbearable at times... and my parents are okay... but they still get crazy everynow and then... but i've been too busy for them to get on my case EVERYDAY now... they REALLY like zac... and trust him a whole lot... wich is kinda odd... becuz they usually aren't like that... but i'm not complaining... lol but ya mrs. barraza is yelling right now... and the bell is going to ring soon... but i think i'm going to write again tonight so i can send these to my english teacher so i can pass my class... bye everyone hope all is well

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 19:34:55 GMT

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..... lol english is CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! we just took this hella long test and my hand hurts from writing so long... OH WELL!!! "we're just two lost souls simming in a fish bowl"... hahaha... anyways... ashlee brought her pictures from two weekends ago... they are pretty darn crazy... actually i'm a lil embaressed but oh well shit happends... HAHAHAHAHAHA WOO HOO.... GOODTIMES... never going to do that again... well at least not for awhile... lol anywho.... ya... zac's picking me up after school and we're going to get his tux i guess... lol he's such a sweetheart... um... i went to out back steak house last night... it was pretty darn kool... my brother and his g/f were all cuddly... NERD LOVE... it was nuts!!! lol and um... i can't concentrate!!! blah... oh ya... tomorrow... would have been a mounth for me and brandon... that's a lil crazy... this weekend i watched that movie saw and i was mad cuz it was freaking scary and the guy who thought of all that crap is insane... KOOKOO!!! lol for real! ya... i got sunburned on my legs from watching my lil sisters soft ball game... and i layed out and got... a diff. shade of white... lol oh well i can live with it... ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... i had a freaking awesome time chillin at taco bell with my buddies... haha that was one funny night... good clean fun!... i think my hair is getting redder these days... i don't like it cuz it's starting to look like my sisters... and i liked that me and my sis had different hair colors... what can ya do... i'm not going to dye it tho cuz i'm never have and i wont for a long time cuz i'm too scared to cuz i know i wont like it... lol alright then... i think this a long enough journal entrie... the only reason i do these anymore is for my english class.. oh well ... sorry to anyone who read this... lol i hope it was enjoyable... lol PEACE MY NIGGA'S!!!! bye!!!!

P.S. my uncle is coming fri.. i can't wait... he's awesome and he'll stick up for me when my dad flips out and what not... haha

WOO HOO!!!

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 19:30:56 GMT

LIFE IS CRAZY!!! seriously... you never know whats going to happen... it's insane... not that i'm disappointed with it... but still to tell the truth my life would be freakin FANTASTIC if me and my parents could just get along... they are seriously NUTS... i donno about them... i wish they wouldn't say they love me cuz it doesn't make sence to me how they could say that but then LOOK for reasons to be mad at me... it's rediculous... i can't TOTALLY handle it tho... SOMETIMES it gets to me but i get over it... me and brittney are getting to be better friends these days... and it's fun... i think like ever since the trip... cuz she was having a REALLY bad day and i didn't like that so i stayed with her... and ever since... we tell eachother everything...lol she stared at zac all kinds yesterday cuz she thinks that trevor is like the hottest guy ever and zac kinda looks like him... it was funny... ANYWAYS... me and zac have been totally hitting it off... and it's pretty kool... cuz i mena if we didn't then prom would kinda suck for me don't you think? lol but ya... he's a sweetie... and OH YA i got my dress... it's HOT! lol saturday was interesting... lol that's all i gotta say about that... um... i'm not sure what to write anymore... i took my history test today... woo wee... BLAH... i'm done! LATER... MUCH LOVE!

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 18:03:55 GMT

i'll kinda give an over veiw of my week so far... (i can't really go into detail cuz that's way too much to write... lol) um... monday i had school pictures and that was about the high light of that day... but it's kool cuz those are last ones i'll be taking... :D... oh ya and i saw my bestest buddy lauren who i've known forever at savemart... and she decided to be "match maker" for prom for me... lol and tuesday i went to san francisco... it was pretty funn me and brittney hung out the whole time... i wanted to cheer her up cuz she wasn't having the greatest day... but once i started having a conversation with these guys from england... her day got a lil bit better;) LMAO! so hot!!! seriously these guys were awesome... i wish we were able to tlak to them more... anyways.. you know school trips and buses everyone on the back of the bus ends up playing truth or dare to pas the time... at first it was just truth but by the end it was just dare... so it was really interesting... lol oh ya and the very begining of the trip on the bus was really funny... then yesterday i helped out with career faire... which was kool cuz i didn't have to go to any of my classes... and then bryan and me hung out after school for awhile... making posters... well actually i only ended up making one poster lol... it was hard... then i had to go to some summer school meeting... after that i kinda just chatted on the computer... and i found out i REALLY do have a date for prom... i didn't know he actually wanted to go with me... so that's kool... i'm hoping everything will turn out great... he seems fun... but i really need to meet him... lol but i'm sure i will soon... today i have to go to the base ball game i hope they give me something to record cuz the last game i went to was NOT GOOD AT ALL... WELL I'M OUT! later

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 19:01:48 GMT

today is the last day of the quarter... so that's pretty kool right now we're watching the movies we've made for english... ours is the best... FOR SURE!... lol but ya i hope i have a great spring break filled with lots of sleep and fun nights lol....if anyone wants to hang out at any time call me cuz i'd love to see you!... well i hope you all have a great spring break as well... oh ya and if i kill my self you'll know it's cuz my parents drove me completely off the edge.... my sister is leaving for hawaii tomorrow... so it's gonna be just me and my parnets... for a week... ugh.... i'm not too excited...

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 00:01:39 GMT

ugh... some save me.. i hate my mom... she's a bitch.. ya... my dad can be a hard ass sometimes... but my mom is so fucking mean to me... i just need to get outta here! this totally top off my bad day... BYE!

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 05:55:10 GMT

ugh... i had a nice weekend... i didn't do anything bad... but i mean i am in the worst mood... i'm not mad... i'm just sad... it sucks... like i don't have any reason to be sad at all... but i am... it doens't maks any sence... i hate it... like i feel like crying for some reason... lately i've been really happy... but today i just feel completely bummed out... mayeb i'm just trying to find something i lost a long time ago... or putting little pieces back together of the things taht have fallen apart in the recent past that i've just kinda ignored so i wouldn't have to deal with it... ya know? oh well... it doesn't really matter... hopefully it'll pass soon!... well i'm out... bye!

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 00:04:44 GMT

FINNALY... the weekend is here... ugh... it seemed like forever... lol anyways... yesterday was great... jesse came over and we hung out for a few hours... lol so sweet... we went to dinner with my dad and sis... i actully dind't mind cuz him and my dad already know each other really good and stuff so it didn't feel wierd... but he went to famoso today... ugh i'm jelous... anyways... so i'm really excited to see what will end up happening with him... :D... well today is gonna be pretty kick back i don't think i'm gonna do anything really... unless i hang out with angel... and tomorrow is gonna be busy/ fun... i'm working at strathmore with hilary from 12:30-5... but it'll prob run later... and then i'm gonna come home get some clothes and go to jessi-caca's we're not sure where we're gonna go or what we're gonna do... but we're gonna have a good time... let's see i'm glad my mom is gone... cuz lately me and her can't get along at all... i can't stand her... she's being so retarded.... lol my dads being pretty cool... when my mom's gone he's actually more laid back... and doesn't have a stick up his ass 24/7... so... ya this weekend should be alright... well i'm gonna go and eat some cookies... i'm out... later

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 04:46:17 GMT

OMG!!! my brother has a girlfriend... that is so cute... hahaha... that's so awesome... his first one ever and i couldn't be happier for him... hopefully he doesn't become a jerk and what not... anyways... today was an alright day... tomorrow i don't have to go to school... i don't really have anything at the moment... jesse called me today... but i was busy :( that sux... ugh i have the biggest crush on him... lol well i'm out... see ya

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 02:57:29 GMT

1. Kissed your cousin: nope
2. Ran away: no... but i've thought about it
3. Pictured your crush naked: most likely... i donno
4. Skipped school: yup
5. Broken someone's heart: i think so... and i'm so sorry for it!
6. Been in love: i thought i was... but i donno...
7. Cried when someone died: uhhhh YA!
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: YA...:(
where did 9. go?!?!
10. Done something embarrassing: EVERYDAY
11. Lied: ya....
12. Cried in school: yup

WHICH IS [BETTER]...
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
15. Girls or Guys: GUYS... FOR SURE!
16. Flowers or Candy: flowers
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: i like my guys to be nicely shaved
18. Blondes or Brunetts: i donno.. i don't think i care
19. bitchy or slutty: bitchy... lol
20. Tall or Short: tall
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: night!!! hell ya!

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: eyes... teeth(smile)... clothes
24. Like Being Spanked: you know it... lol
25. Worst Question For Him/her to ask: um... "how was that?" lol j/k i donno

LAST TIME YOU
26. Showered: this morning
27. Stepped outside: today
28. Had Sex: NEVER and proud of it...

ABOUT YOU...
29. Ever been Engaged/ Married: nope!
30. Your Good luck charm: i'm not sure
31. Person You Hate Most:haha i donno
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: um... i donno... every time something good happens it goes away:( *sighs*
33. Where did it go?: left me... all alone
34. Picture on your desktop: me and alyssa e.
35. Color: red, black, green
36. Movie: um... not sure.. i like movies in general
37. Artist or band: don't have a fav...
38. Cars: muscle cars, trucks
39. Ice Cream: um... the cold kind
41. Food: SUPER BURGER!!! chinese food!

WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: um... I DONNO... i laugh a lot
43. Makes You Smile: a lot of ppl
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: friends
45. Has A Crush On You: i donno
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yup...
47. Who Has It Easier?: guys...
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: um... a few ppl come to mind

DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: ya... that's so sad...
50. Save MSN Conversations: nope
51. Save E-mails: ya
52. Forwarded Secret E-mails: lol no... i don't even think i get secret emails
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: um... nah...
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: no no no
55. Wear perfume: everyday!
56. Kiss: yup... i sure do!
57. Cuddle: i love it! one of my favorite things!
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: eight? oh ya...lol

HAVE YOU EVER....
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: ya... i used to have the BIGGEsT thing for ricky and we were really tight... lol good ol' days
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yeah
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: um.. ya :\
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day?: oh ya... you know me... lol j/k
63. Been Rejected?: sadly yes...
64. Been In Love?: ya... i thought i was... but i donno
65. Been In Lust?: ya...
66. Used Someone?: i tink so to some extent
67. Been Used?: haha... yup... like a
68. Dumped Someone?: yep
69. Been Cheated On?: as far as i know i haven't been
70. Back Doored It?: haaaaaaaaahahahahaha
71. Done Something You Regret?: ya... but i hopefully learned from it

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. touched?: um... i think my mom... i donno tho
73. You Talked To?: angel
74. you tickeled: ugh...i have no clue
75. You Instant Messaged?: matthew
76. you kicked: lol prob brandon... or mayeb it was clayton... i donno
77. You Yelled At?: jared
78. You Dreamed About?: i don't remember my dreams
79. Who Text Messaged You?: jesse
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: who cares?
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: um... *cough*... not sure

DO YOU...
82. Color Your Hair?: nope... never...
83. Have Tattoos?: not yet
84. Have Piercings?: my ears (6's)
85. Boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope... OH YA!
86. Own A Webcam?: ya
87. Own A Thong?: many....
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: ya... but i get on almost everyday
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: huh?
90. Habla espanol?: very lil... i don't like it
91. Buy Designer: i buy all sorts of clothes, and everything is "designed" at one point so yeah DUH

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: yeah :$
93. Smoke?: yup
94. Schizophrenic?: lol you never know... j/k
95. Obsessive?: i have been about one person
96. Compulsive?: haha sometimes
97. Obsessive compulsive?: i can be
98. Panic?:sure
99. Anxiety?: not really
100. Stressed?: yeah

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 18:55:57 GMT

this weekend was really fun... had a great time... tom says he wants to come here this weekend but it sucks cuz i don't think this is a good weekend for him to come... oh well... justin's mom is so nice! omg... i swear i hope i go there this weekend... and... ya... church (play) is really stessful i wish the kids were older or at least more mature cuz they get on my last never cuz... we are at practice and we have to wait like 10 min every now and then for them to freakin calm down... um... ya... i donno what else i have to say... my paretns have been having thier crazy mood swings again... but oh well at least they let me go out and what not... which i am totally greatfull and i don't feel bad cuz i let my dad know exactly where i was... sat. he even picked me up there... lol anyways... um lately i've had a lot of "complications" with things... but hopefully it'll all just be done with sooner or later... cuz i don't like it... but as long as i'm not "emotionally distressed" about it or anything... it's all good... no worries...hahaha... well i'm out...! gotta get back to class... bye

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 19:16:26 GMT

yesterday was very eventful... um... someon i've disliked for far too long emailed me and we made peace... and... i talked to my paretns about someone they've hated for a long time... and we've finally come to terms... they said they don't trust me and him to be alone but they can except that we're friends and he can come over and what not... and i donno alot of other stuff... tonight i'm going to eat with friends for alyssa's birthday... and i'm gonna spend the night at jessica's not sure what were gonna do tho... we'll have a god time! alright well i'm in english now so i better go... later

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 06:00:31 GMT

hey all... well things have been a lil crazy these days... i donno.. a lot of different things have been going down... today i went to PHS for three periods to hear a speaker... i bought two really cute shirts... lol and had a good time hanging out with angel... i donno what i'm trippin on but... i think i'm gonna go to my room lay down and try to figure it all out... well everyone i hope you have an awesome end of the week!...

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 23:59:45 GMT

so ya... things are going alright these days... sometimes up sometimes down... i think it pretty much evens out tho... um... not too much exitment... well i'm bored... peace

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 20:38:53 GMT

me carly and her mother had an awesome time yesterday and this morning!... the hotel was great... the food was great... the waiters were great too;)hehehe... the play was fantastic... and the taxi guy was really nice... so ya... it was all worth it... it was like a break off of porterville and we all needed it! ugh... so great... i loved it all... so much to say... but not enough words to say it... (my nose is still a lil stuffy)

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 02:54:29 GMT

well i'm feeling better... i didn't throw up at all today... so i'm gonna be okay to go see B&B with carly and her mother tomorrow... can't wait... i gotta get all my stuff ready... woo hoo... we're gonna have such a good time and i 'm so happy i'll get to meet carly's friends... i know that she's really exited about this so i'm just as exited :) but ya... feeling better... but i was really bored all day... but hey it's all good... tomorrow is gonna rock... i'm confussed on a few things but oh well it happens...